I went to the doctor again today for another blood test. At least this one did hurt at all. I also had to get a shot of Rhogam because I have O- blood and the methotrexate will cause my body to reject any future pregnancies if I didn’t get it.
I got a call with the results from the blood work today. Numbers are supposed to go down my 15%. Surprise surprise my stupid body, yet again, has no desire to cooperate. That means I get to go in tomorrow and get another methotrexate dose, which means two more shots in my butt.
I’m getting to the point where this whole process is too overwhelming. I’m just about ready to give up on my lame body. I can’t imagine going through years of this and having to do IVF. I would not be strong enough.
For those of you who had no problems getting and staying pregnant, who got to do it for free, or who did it unintended, I’m sorry but you don’t know what its like, and your “comforting” words do nothing to help people who can’t feel better.